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[graveexcitement]

well... i intended to use dw more in january... and do the snowflake challenge... got 1.5 posts in (i did a lot of challenge 2 but never unlocked it cause i didn't finish) before Life Happened and then alongside that i felt guilty for not going on dw like i wanted to and then i avoided it more out of guilt (note: 'avoid the thing more to avoid the guilt, which itself causes guilt' is my least favorite habit of mine)

anyways... uh i've now been back at university for 3 weeks. uh. going... ok so far. sort of keeping up with readings, only missed one hw assignment so far (because i forgot about it.)

i've had sinus issues for the last few days, graduated to coughing today. feels plain unfair as my last sinus problem was only in november. but i don't get sick much so whatever, it's really just an annoyance

it's sunday. another day where i mostly fail to do things, except unlike saturday i feel bad about it.

there are just. a number of things i could be doing to improve my life but i just subsist on the bare minimum and spin my wheels. i mean. overall i think i'm doing better than what this post sounds like but at this exact moment i'm like "i dunno man. i just don't know."

i do at least have a cat on my lap, so there's that.